investigate what is talked about
you are not being cut off
it’s not known any other way
it’s capacity to present itself as form is always

it’s not something that comes and goes
stops and starts, begins and ends
these are interpretive functions
its the relative perception that is divided into intervals or sections

the water appears a separate thing in place and time
those conceptions all express ‘essentiality’

the issue is you mention a schizophrenia of divine names
and only see cults and magic fables
“behind all the realms and worlds are powers”
so what is it that you are naming at the end of the cable?
the circuits work differently than expected

do not get bogged down in language
direct realization
do not make assumptions:
“everything is one, it’s all so simple” that is a barrier
contemplation is not therapy. contemplation is uncomfortable. assume discomfort.
the back of the barrier or through the front
the odd place where they touch, twilight between
that is where transformation occurs
and that is where I long to live
where the distinctions no longer work
and occur in all things at all times
where there is neither time nor non perception of time
approached in a different manner through the permeation of ‘skins of things’
there is no distinction whatsoever

the mode of knowing itself expresses it
the worst moments are the laboratory for the stone
beyond being and non being
wake up to that which has no category
a point appears which is immeasurable, צִמְצוּם

we produce a discipline with some degree of faith that these barriers are not true
it is not the true state of reality
the mind confronts the fallacy that itself is producing
the awareness is not you and the truth beyond Atman, it’s frightening
or a precursor to real awareness
or more than a precursor into luminosity of darkness
always with us all of the time
the essence of mind as such, already complete
what is not functional is awareness, unformed, unbounded
consciousness is functional, reduced to experiences

reality is a display as what appears from our side
there are truly no distinctions whatsoever
the paradox can only be realized through

acausal,
spontaneous,
self glowing,
expansive,
infinite possibility,
of itself, through itself
direct,
unintellectual,
unexistential,
beyond words,
gnosis

be an explorer, not a thinker
the question opened
there are no claims so far
an explorer
there is no trail to follow
philosophy is talk, intellectual insight
talk to a plumber or a doctor or a lawyer
we use symbols instead of technical language
to introduce form and formlessness
to go beyond the trappings and create possibility of realization
nature of your own mind
interact with the symbol system
act it out, study it, contemplate it
the bathing in the activity of the state
is introduced in this twilight, the mouth of the cave
apprehend it directly

contemplation is not in the spiritual experience
the test is when you are cleaning the toilet